Writings of someone who is NOT a bubblehead

been a while since i’ve updated this blog. Exactly – peeks at last post – 3 weeks since my last post. Life has been rather good, albiet tiring.

My friends are in some kind of situation. Its a situation where “there’s something I dont like about your action but I don’t want/don’t know how/not sure if I should tell it to you face”. Geddit? As of now, it has just started and I’m kinda stuck in the middle. We’ll see how it plays out

There’s this friend of mine that I have been was going out with regularly. The usual – movie, makan and occasional sleepovers (twice now to be exact). I was starting to feel as if he was getting too attached, calling our outings “dates” and texting a lot every day. Or am I afraid that I’m using him as a substitute – as a way to fill my boredom?

I try not to.

But it does seem that way. I mean, its nice to have someone to accompany you for dinner and cuddle during movies but when he tries to hold my hand, i flinch. But I do it anyway, because he likes it (and it also feels weird if he keeps trying to hold my hand and i keep pushing it away. lol).

Notice that i mentioned “WAS” in the 3rd paragraph above. Well, I kind of cut down communication with him since last Saturday. Stopped texting him unless he texted me first. I don’t like to be accused of using people. Plus, he has a girlfriend. I think. I mean, what guy spends time almost every 2 days with someone else if he has a gf already? Men. *rolls eyes*

Internet was down last week. This week, I dont hv a car because someone rammed my bumper last saturday. I cringe at the thought of what’s comming up next week